Waiting...

I have found that there are different times of waiting...there is waiting with complete acceptance that God has everything in control and their is waiting because you have done everything else and there is nothing left to do. I am afraid that I have been doing the latter. Instead of waiting and trusting i am now waiting because i have tried everyhting else. Im still looking for a job and i am still having very little luck. But I know that He has it in control even when it feels like i dont. Have a blessed week!

Rudely Awakend

After having gone to bed at 1am I was awakened at 7:30 by the plummer sawing a whole in the concrete so that he can put a pipe in for one of the new remodeling projects. I was awakened a couple of days ago by the concrete guy running into something outside my window with the tractor. Lets just say remodeling has its pluses but it also has its downsides. I might as well give up on sleeping past 7 unless I get earplugs or sleep aides. :) But the project is well under way and hopefully we will be done before too long. Well on to a different subject. I am still searching for a job and I am getting discouraged. I am going to apply at Shipleys tommorrow morning. Maybe I can get a part time job there until I find a more full time job. I really dont like this idea but I really dont have much of a choice. But I know that God is still in control of my life even though it feels like it is spinning out of control. God bless your week.

Being Single.

Lets face it. I have never liked being single. I havent had much experience it the whole dating circle. I have had two relationships and both of them didnt last very long for one reason or another. But I am content in that I know that God has choosen the perfect guy for me. I know that I have to have faith that He will send me one and the thing that I struggle with is patience. I am reading this book called So Much More from a company called Vision Forum. I havent gotten very far into the book but it is a good book. It talks about having a healthy relationship between girls and thier fathers and how having a healthy relationship with them will better prepare you for having a relationship with your future husband. It talks about not going to the extreme where you are determined to live without them but not be so dependent on them that you cant survive without having a significant other in your life. I highly recomend this book. I know that it isnt easy being single but I know that at the moment that is God's plan for me. So now it is time for me to sit back and wait. May God bless you this week!